Corona Fear Virus and the Forces of Illness By Bernhard Guenther | Piercing The Veil of Reality

This is less about Coronavirus than it is about the thought virus of fear, how it is instilled in us, and how it is weaponized to control us. Fear weakens immunity, then opportunistic pathogens and occult/hyperdimensional negative forces that our bodies, minds and spirits are unaware of but might normally handle, can feed off of us in this weakened state we are in. Quelling fear seems to be of the utmost importance in these situations, and taking practical measures grounded in common sense. ~PB



Corona Fear Virus and the Forces of Illness

By Bernhard Guenther | Piercing The Veil of Reality
Feb 28, 2020

 

There is much to be said about the recent Coronavirus “epidemic” and the origin of the virus – if it’s man-made, a bio-weapon, related to 5G, or just a “natural” mutation – or if there even is a virus, to begin with. This article is not an attempt to address these questions in-depth and the various theories popping up almost daily (and things are changing quickly), but some food for thought from a different perspective in light of the topics already covered on Piercing the Veil of Reality over the years. However, on a basic level, I recommend questioning everything, ESPECIALLY anything by the CDC, WHO, the government and any mainstream media outlets. This should go without saying for anyone who is aware of how the propaganda, control, and disinformation works on a basic 3D matrix level.

Let’s look at it from a general matrix, metaphysical, and occult perspective, keeping in mind past patterns of similar so-called “epidemics” and viruses.

The Fear Program, Frequency Resonance Vibration, and the Immune System

On a basic level, they want to lower the frequency of the collective by instilling fear by any means. The fear virus in the environmental/collective consciousness is more contagious than any disease-virus. On a metaphysical level, fear weakens the aura/protective shield which negatively affects the immune system on a physical level, making one more susceptible to any disease/virus, even just the common flu/cold, hence more “cases” to possibly manipulate the numbers as Jon Rappoport pointed out in his article “Coronavirus Covert Operation” (see below).

Fear makes people act irrational, and then they are easier controlled, willingly giving up freedom, rights, etc. It activates the reptilian brain of pure physical survival instinct (this relates to the dark side of the “prepper mind” as well which may attract that which one is “prepping” for if coming from a place of fear, i.e. self-fulfilling prophecy).

It’s easier to mind control people when they are in a state of fear. People then also start to police each other and keep each other in check. They can even become afraid of each other because of fear of getting infected. They turn into authoritarian followers to the extreme, following all orders, laws, and rules without questioning driven by fear (most people anyway).

They may also want to trigger a social/economic “meltdown”, “shortage”, and travel restrictions to keep “people in check” and then appear as the “saviors” to bring the “cure” (i.e. vaccine), create new systems, regulations, and laws they’ve been waiting to implement anyway but needed a “reason” to do so.

In short, it’s the Hegelian dialect of Problem-Action-Solution. If they’re able to pull through with it and where it’s leading to remains to be seen. A lot is happening on unseen levels and I’m not the person to project either Fear or Hope into the future, the two opposites of the same coin and both are mind traps.

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The Cosmic Matrix Podcast: Discernment, Intuition, and Judgment Part I | Piercing the Veil of Reality

In this episode, Bernhard and Laura discuss the difference between discernment, judgment, and intuition in regards to spiritual work and truth-seeking. They discuss the difference between intuition, gut feelings, and head-centric thinking, as well as the importance of emotional intelligence, a still mind, and compassion in order to access deeper levels of intuition and how to apply critical thinking without falling into analysis paralysis.  In the second part, they discuss the idea of judgment and how our judgments are often fed by projections, misunderstandings, and how these judgments may also be a trauma response and/or shadow projection. They also discuss how to be discerning with regards to the information overload of the internet and within the current marketplace of spirituality and “conspiracies”, and why it’s important to be discerning with ourselves and our true intentions, especially when we are truth-seeking, the issues of social media, distractions, along with much more.

Show Notes Part 1:

  • The difference between Intuition and a gut feeling
  • We can mistake all kinds of feelings for Intuition
  • True intuition is not a feeling and is impartial
  • You can’t trust all feelings
  • The prerequisite for accessing deeper levels of intuition is a quiet mind
  • The connection between trusting your intuition and healthy self-love
  • Making decisions from the head vs. intuitive impressions
  • The trap of analysis-paralysis
  • Importance of consistent meditation practice and getting into the body
  • How to use Discernment: intuition and critical thinking
  • Discernment in Relationships
  • What makes us feel good is not necessarily good for us or true (people, information, etc)
  • Sincere self-work and self-knowledge are imperative to become more discerning
  • What makes us feel bad/uneasy/irritated is not necessarily bad for us or false but may be the result of emotional bias, shadow triggers, wounding
  • Discernment implies separating the message (teaching) from the messenger (teacher), being aware of positive/negative shadow projections
  • The danger of throwing out the baby with the bathwater and black&white thinking
  • The issue of bad journalism in today’s popular “guru exposure”
  • People feeding off sensationalism in the truth and spiritual community
  • How do we talk about other people’s work critically with discernment without falling into character assassination, gossip, and shadow projections?
  • Discernment, Conscience, and Right Speech
  • Occult negative entities feed off of gossip, outrage porn, and shadow projections
  • Using divination tools (Tarot, I Ching, etc) to hone your intuition without becoming dependent on them
  • There is only so much self-work you can do on your own
  • The difference between true and false resonance
  • Intellectual sophism and manipulation
  • What is Judgment?
  • The New Age spiritual distortions of Judgment
  • Judgment and seeing with the eyes of the Divine

In Part 2 (only for members) we’ll be going deeper into:

  • Reflection on the quote by the Mother on Judgment
  • Relationship between Judgment and Discernment
  • Assumptions and projections vs. truth
  • You truly need to know a person very well and for a long time to accurately “judge” them
  • Issue of miscommunication, misunderstanding on social media resulting is false judgment
  • People lack basic language skills and suffer from short attention span due to technology
  • Consider another person’s background and perspective: external consideration
  • The difference between how people appear on social media vs. in real life
  • The energy behind written words regardless of intellectual cunning vocabulary
  • The issue with online written communication and texting
  • Issue of processing with people via email and messaging
  • The importance of self-remembering when interacting with others to avoid projections and assumptions about another person
  • The energetic difference between the membership forum and public social media
  • Social media addiction and dopamine
  • The Group Zoom Calls and one-on-one work
  • Shyness and stepping out of your comfort zone
  • Our discernment/judgment can be off when getting into an unconscious trauma response
  • Just because we don’t resonate with certain teachings doesn’t imply that there is something off about the teacher
  • What works for one may not work for another
  • We need to be aware/discerning not to project into others what works for us, assuming that it will work for them as well
  • Psychic/intuitive deception: Getting a clean read on a deceptive situation
  • Test your intuition about another person via impartial observation over time
  • Bernhard’s most poplar blog “Organic Portals – Soulless Humans” is misunderstood and distorted by most people who make all kinds of false judgments about others
  • You need emotional strength and compassion to access deeper intuition about other people
  • Choosing comforting lies vs. inconvenient truth in relationships, ignoring/shutting off your intuition
  • Authenticity, Inauthenticity, and Discernment
  • Personality vs. Essence
  • Discernment in conspiracy research and going down the rabbit hole
  • Importance of focus and mind discipline without getting distracted
  • Information overload: Be discerning with yourself and take charge of your attention
  • Careful of getting hooked on information – what is your intention?
  • Lack of discernment and head-centric approach can get you lost in the rabbit hole of “truth-seeking” on the internet, buying into false conspiracies
  • Your Facebook timeline is an echo chamber due to manipulated algorithm

 

Go HERE to listen to Part 2 if you’re a member or REGISTER to become a member to have access to membership section (including the membership forum.)

The Cosmic Matrix Podcast: Discernment, Intuition, and Judgment Part I | Piercing the Veil of Reality

In this episode, Bernhard and Laura discuss the difference between discernment, judgment, and intuition in regards to spiritual work and truth-seeking. They discuss the difference between intuition, gut feelings, and head-centric thinking, as well as the importance of emotional intelligence, a still mind, and compassion in order to access deeper levels of intuition and how to apply critical thinking without falling into analysis paralysis.  In the second part, they discuss the idea of judgment and how our judgments are often fed by projections, misunderstandings, and how these judgments may also be a trauma response and/or shadow projection. They also discuss how to be discerning with regards to the information overload of the internet and within the current marketplace of spirituality and “conspiracies”, and why it’s important to be discerning with ourselves and our true intentions, especially when we are truth-seeking, the issues of social media, distractions, along with much more.

Show Notes Part 1:

  • The difference between Intuition and a gut feeling
  • We can mistake all kinds of feelings for Intuition
  • True intuition is not a feeling and is impartial
  • You can’t trust all feelings
  • The prerequisite for accessing deeper levels of intuition is a quiet mind
  • The connection between trusting your intuition and healthy self-love
  • Making decisions from the head vs. intuitive impressions
  • The trap of analysis-paralysis
  • Importance of consistent meditation practice and getting into the body
  • How to use Discernment: intuition and critical thinking
  • Discernment in Relationships
  • What makes us feel good is not necessarily good for us or true (people, information, etc)
  • Sincere self-work and self-knowledge are imperative to become more discerning
  • What makes us feel bad/uneasy/irritated is not necessarily bad for us or false but may be the result of emotional bias, shadow triggers, wounding
  • Discernment implies separating the message (teaching) from the messenger (teacher), being aware of positive/negative shadow projections
  • The danger of throwing out the baby with the bathwater and black&white thinking
  • The issue of bad journalism in today’s popular “guru exposure”
  • People feeding off sensationalism in the truth and spiritual community
  • How do we talk about other people’s work critically with discernment without falling into character assassination, gossip, and shadow projections?
  • Discernment, Conscience, and Right Speech
  • Occult negative entities feed off of gossip, outrage porn, and shadow projections
  • Using divination tools (Tarot, I Ching, etc) to hone your intuition without becoming dependent on them
  • There is only so much self-work you can do on your own
  • The difference between true and false resonance
  • Intellectual sophism and manipulation
  • What is Judgment?
  • The New Age spiritual distortions of Judgment
  • Judgment and seeing with the eyes of the Divine

In Part 2 (only for members) we’ll be going deeper into:

  • Reflection on the quote by the Mother on Judgment
  • Relationship between Judgment and Discernment
  • Assumptions and projections vs. truth
  • You truly need to know a person very well and for a long time to accurately “judge” them
  • Issue of miscommunication, misunderstanding on social media resulting is false judgment
  • People lack basic language skills and suffer from short attention span due to technology
  • Consider another person’s background and perspective: external consideration
  • The difference between how people appear on social media vs. in real life
  • The energy behind written words regardless of intellectual cunning vocabulary
  • The issue with online written communication and texting
  • Issue of processing with people via email and messaging
  • The importance of self-remembering when interacting with others to avoid projections and assumptions about another person
  • The energetic difference between the membership forum and public social media
  • Social media addiction and dopamine
  • The Group Zoom Calls and one-on-one work
  • Shyness and stepping out of your comfort zone
  • Our discernment/judgment can be off when getting into an unconscious trauma response
  • Just because we don’t resonate with certain teachings doesn’t imply that there is something off about the teacher
  • What works for one may not work for another
  • We need to be aware/discerning not to project into others what works for us, assuming that it will work for them as well
  • Psychic/intuitive deception: Getting a clean read on a deceptive situation
  • Test your intuition about another person via impartial observation over time
  • Bernhard’s most poplar blog “Organic Portals – Soulless Humans” is misunderstood and distorted by most people who make all kinds of false judgments about others
  • You need emotional strength and compassion to access deeper intuition about other people
  • Choosing comforting lies vs. inconvenient truth in relationships, ignoring/shutting off your intuition
  • Authenticity, Inauthenticity, and Discernment
  • Personality vs. Essence
  • Discernment in conspiracy research and going down the rabbit hole
  • Importance of focus and mind discipline without getting distracted
  • Information overload: Be discerning with yourself and take charge of your attention
  • Careful of getting hooked on information – what is your intention?
  • Lack of discernment and head-centric approach can get you lost in the rabbit hole of “truth-seeking” on the internet, buying into false conspiracies
  • Your Facebook timeline is an echo chamber due to manipulated algorithm


Go HERE to listen to Part 2 if you’re a member or REGISTER to become a member to have access to membership section (including the membership forum.)

Bernhard Guenther: Soul Evolution, Universal Laws, and Karma in The Body | Veil of Reality

Art by Helena Arturaleza

Soul Evolution, Universal Laws, and Karma in The Body

By Bernhard Guenther, April 24, 2019

Topics:

  • The Law of Cause and Effect
  • The Tunnel of Light Trap and Fringe Disinformation
  • The Law of Agreement
  • Karma in the Body and The Law of Ascent and Descent
  • How to Measure Your Progress

A big misconception on the spiritual path or any path that involves sincere self-work is that problems and challenges in life will just disappear at some point. While inner work and healing our wounds, trauma and shadow aspects definitely affect the “outside” world and can create better circumstances and relationships, it’s not as simple as many New Age teachings convey based on the distorted or over-simplified idea of the law of attraction. In other words, being confronted with many problems and challenges in one’s life does not necessarily imply an “undeveloped” inner life nor does external success, and “smooth” circumstances necessarily imply that one is more “advanced” internally and has healed everything and resolved all karma.

Many inter-related factors come into play based on everyone’s individual soul evolutionary journey; too much and too complex for the mind to understand. The mind and ego always look for reasons and justifications, dividing experiences into “good” and “bad.” Most often, if not all the time, we mistake symptoms for causes. The deeper impulses and consequences of the universal law of cause and effect have been set in motion eons and lifetimes ago and are not perceptible to the conscious mind.

A universal law is absolute and objective. It affects everyone, regardless if they don’t believe in it or are not aware of it. It is beyond any artificial man-made laws. We are not only dealing with childhood trauma to varying degrees but past life traumas that are being re-activated in the current life as well for us to face and heal. That’s also why the western psychotherapeutic approach (while necessary and helpful to a degree) is limited because it only looks for the cause/creation point of a wound/trauma in your present life, most often in early childhood, related to your parents and upbringing.

The Law of Cause and Effect

Karma is the universal cosmic law of compensation of cause and effect. However, the concept of Karma has been abused and distorted throughout the ages. When people claim “This is just your Karma!”, they oversimplify it in limited black and white perception, often justifying abuse which can also result in victim shaming. Religion has also distorted this concept and used it for social control which we see in the sinner/saint and reward (heaven)/punishment (hell) dogma of the Catholic Church or the hierarchal Indian Caste system.

From a bigger picture perspective, there is no such thing as “good” or “bad” Karma, nor are there “negative” or “positive” experiences. These are dualistic judgments based on our very limited perception. From the level of the Divine, there is no judgment and division, only Experience according to unknown soul lessons each of us needs to go through and experience. The universe is continuously striving towards harmony. In that sense, there is only balance or imbalance in light of the evolution of consciousness which manifests differently for each individual based on their unique karmic lessons. Everything we have ever set in motion via action, thinking, agreements and beliefs in this or past lives are coming back around at some point to experience our own creation as part of the learning process in this 3D school called life. All complete esoteric traditions have pointed out this absolute universal law of cause and effect.

“Every Cause has its Effect; every Effect has its Cause;
everything happens according to Law;
Chance is but a name for Law not recognized;
there are many planes of causation, but nothing escapes the Law.”

– The Kybalion, The Sixth Hermetic Principle

Nothing ever occurs by chance or as a random occurrence. Every single action or effect has an underlying cause, and there are no exceptions to this — ever. There is a higher divine order. The seeming “chaos” in the world or in our personal lives at times is based on ignorance of universal laws and our limited monkey mind perception. The causes are set up in the invisible/unseen or unknown to us and then manifest in the visible as the effect. In other words, the inter-relationship between a specific cause and effect are never truly clear to us in our very limited mental perception. Hence, we all can easily mistake symptoms for causes.

That’s also how we easily can misperceive or misjudge others. Who are we to know another person’s soul lessons when we hardly, if at all, are aware of our own self, soul lessons, and unconscious inner life? If we cannot see ourselves clearly and don’t know ourselves, how are we supposed to know another person — truly? All our perceptions are subjective, filtered through our self-centered lens of projections (for the most part) until we become more objective with ourselves via esoteric inner work which cleanses our conditioned/wounded/programmed perceptions. The more we truly know ourselves (not to be mistaken with the personality mask most people identify with) via inner work, the better we can perceive others and the clearer we also see the world and reality as it is. This is a continuing process.

The process of awakening ties into the evolution of consciousness and ultimately into soul individualization and the process of embodiment. The word “conscious(ness)” refers to an individual sense of recognition of something within or without oneself. It comes from Latin conscius: “knowing, aware,” to be awake or awakened to an inner realization of a truth. It also relates to conscience. The word “conscience,” etymologically speaking, means “to know together.” It is derived from the Latin prefix con: “together” and the Latin verb sciere: “to know; to understand.”

Therefore the development of the evolution of consciousness means “knowing more together,” seeing things differently than previously known. However, this is not intellectual book-smart knowledge but relates to Gnosis, embodied knowing, i.e., wisdom, accumulated over lifetimes via experience. Hence the evolution of consciousness implies working/progressing towards a higher state of awareness based on karmic soul lessons. It implies to see the world and oneself more and more objectively – to see the Universe as it sees itself. “Enlightenment” or to be fully “awake” in the true esoteric meaning of the word is a state when the Observer and the Observed have become One, and there is no Separation but complete Unity, i.e., Union with the Divine (Yoga).

 
Art by Cameron Grey

The real purpose of karma is not to use it as a judgment or excuse but to instill real embodied compassion for self and others in light of the personal and collective suffering we all deal with. Besides dealing with consequences of past incarnations (where we could have been a different race and gender, and none of us were all just “good” people) we are also dealing with ancestral/genetic trauma, “inherited” by our family line. We also “chose” our parents and blood family based on the law of Karma.

For example, a relative young soul in its first incarnations may be focused on the material side of life, having a comparable “easy” upbringing and material riches all around (from an ego perspective). It is not concerning itself with higher knowledge because that is not what the soul is meant to experience and it also cannot receive higher knowledge/gnosis in this lifetime since it is not even internally wired to activate the higher centers (yet). This ties into the most often very misunderstood topic of “Organic Portals – Soulless Humans.” Living life exclusively from the first three chakras, the challenges of the OP are more of the mundane ego nature without deeper “soul struggle.” But it can also easily get tempted to indulge in the material world, abuse its power and riches and hence create karma and suffering which will eventually come back around in another life.

On the other side of the coin, someone born into very challenging circumstances with early trauma and abuse, experiencing hardships and severe suffering does not imply that this soul is less developed. In fact, the soul may be very “advanced” and ready to experience these challenges as part of the deeper soul growth (and consciously choose these circumstances before incarnating). It’s a chance to heal and transmute deep-rooted karma and prepare itself to be of service, i.e., the journey of the wounded healer: someone who has healed him/herself and is then ready to be of service to others. Then again, a young soul could obviously also have hardships, just as an old soul can also experience more “smooth” circumstances. The point is, we don’t really know. The universal law of cause and effect spanning over lifetimes is beyond our little mind’s understanding and preferences.

The Tunnel of Light Trap and Fringe Disinformation

This brings me to another topic I want to address which seems to have become very popular in the “fringe” scene: the idea that reincarnation is a trap of the alien hyperdimensional matrix to recycle souls to keep us entrapped in the matrix, providing more “food” for the hyperdimensional overlords. It also ties into another topic I see many people talking about: “the tunnel of light trap.” According to that theory, we should avoid going towards the Light after we die since it is a trap that “recycles” us back into the matrix and keeps us enslaved in the wheel of Samsara/Karma.

I’ve read about these concepts from various researchers/authors over the years. While I agree with much of what these individuals talk about with regards to the hyperdimensional matrix (and I don’t dismiss possible deceptions and traps in the “afterlife” as a whole. Readers of my work know that I’ve written extensively about the hyperdimensional matrix and false light deceptions over the years), I don’t fully agree with both the “tunnel of light trap” and “reincarnation is enslavement” theories. As an obvious disclaimer, what I share in my work is based on my current understanding, research, insights, awareness, and (inner) experience. It’s all a continuing learning (or remembering) process for me (as it is for all of us) based on where I’m at with regards to my level of Being.

However, the “tunnel of light trap” doesn’t make sense to me on multiple levels and I feel it’s clever fringe disinformation coming from the very source/control we try to free ourselves from. This kind of idea also appeals to the paranoid intellect in subconscious ways and can result in a “mindfuck” (for lack of a better word) and ironically can get oneself entrapped by the forces one wants to avoid/escape from. I also see that this kind of information is mostly spread and believed by people who don’t seem to be sincerely engaged in esoteric inner work towards awakening/soul individualization and embodiment but are mostly hooked on fringe sensationalizing information going overboard with the rabbit hole of the hyperdimensional matrix.

It relates to what Neil Kramer called getting trapped in the “second matrix” when the pursuit of head-centric information about the matrix over-rides the necessary inner work to truly transcend the matrix. If someone is taking this kind of unbalanced approach (when intellectual head-centric research over-rides the necessary inner work and the embodiment process), the mind can trick oneself and rationalize claims like the “tunnel of light trap.” In fact, this was also the topic of one of our recent podcasts: “Spiritual Integrity – The Importance of Both Inner and Outer Work.”
It relates to something I wrote in “Timeline-Reality Split, Frequency Vibration, and the Hidden Forces of Life”:

Truth-seekers can waste a lot of time and energy going down the “rabbit hole”, getting hooked/addicted to external information and “sensationalism” that has very little to do with “truth seeking”. In their attempt to “figure things out”, they can get lost in the “theory abyss”, especially if there is a personal lack of discernment, and Being has not caught up with Knowledge.

Gathering intellectual information alone does not help you (nor the world) in the long run, and most often results in self-delusion because Understanding/Wisdom (embodied knowledge) is lacking [as discussed in the triad of Knowledge – Being – Understanding earlier]. Another trap is to focus on just one topic or area alone, for this can create a tunnel vision of inflexibility (or even dogma, if one is very attached to a certain view).
This observation isn’t intended to invalidate the many amazing renegades who have done tremendous work in their particular field of expertise, many of whom I have learned from myself. I am simply pointing out the importance of a holistic approach that addresses body, mind, and spirit, which is more and more needed in this day and age.

To be clear, anyone who wants to awaken and seek truth needs to step into the unknown and go down the “rabbit hole”: to read, study, learn (un-learn) to the best of their abilities, and question everything they have been told and taught by official culture. This process is also different for each of us, depending on our personal lessons and talents. Hence, it’s not about all of us becoming “scholars” and study/researching everything there is to read/view, which would be ridiculous and impossible anyway.

However, if the process of intellectually gathering information in the pursuit of truth is not matched with the necessary inner work, the mind will trick you, and you will get lost in the rabbit hole, as I’ve seen with many well-meaning “truth seekers” and researchers. I got stuck in this ‘mind-minefield’ at some point myself. I don’t take myself out of the equation because I learned the “hard” way. It happens when we lose focus of the principal aim (emancipation) and get distracted by curious fascination. This is not meant to denounce curiosity, but curiosity alone is not enough.

Knowledge acquired through study in the pursuit of truth is an essential – but only temporary – stage of awakening. It helps us to de-condition ourselves from social, cultural, and educational programming (pushing through our own cognitive dissonance) while we learn about critical thinking, logic and how to use the mind properly as a “tool”. However, Gnosis (higher Knowledge) cannot be perceived by the mind alone, nor can it be intellectually understood. In order to receive and anchor Gnosis, the vessel needs to be built via esoteric self-work and embodiment.

In other words, our level of Being determines how much higher Knowledge we can access via direct experience – tuning into nature, the “universe”, and the present moment in our daily lives, where we are constantly being informed by spirit and the vast living library of interconnectedness. This Knowledge is impossible to put into the limiting constructs of language. You cannot access Gnosis via reading alone, for it resides beyond our five-sensory perception. This is also the gateway towards receiving and experiencing Higher Love of the Divine, which is beyond the love we experience (or “think/feel” it is) in the lower separate-consciousness state of ego/personality identification.

We should be mindful not to forget the most important part of seeking truth and its purpose: to assist us in our personal embodiment/self-work and collective “ascension” process so as to align with Divine Will (via anchoring to higher frequencies) in order to TRANSCEND the Matrix, and not get caught in shadow dance/projection, or willfully trying to “fight” it. As embodied frequency anchors, we have far more positive effects to offer to others (and the Collective) than just sharing information and trying to wake up others via intellectual discourse alone. Again, it’s all about frequency and vibration.

The process of “Awakening” is not just about gathering information and becoming a walking encyclopedia of how the world is controlled. Of course, having a solid understanding of the Matrix Control System (in particular the hyperdimensional Matrix) and how it operates is a key aspect of the journey (“know thy enemy”), but when we get caught up in trying to figure everything out intellectually, we’ll hit a wall, especially since we are subjected to manipulation that is outside of our five sensory perception. It is about making the darkness conscious, NOT dwelling on it to the point that we only see darkness in the world, thus getting stuck there.

This can also result in seeing “evil” and “conspiracies” where there are none (as a result of shadow projection and paranoia), and this will keep you trapped in the lower frequencies – which is where the Matrix Control Systems wants your consciousness to reside. You can only transcend it, you cannot transform it. After all the rabbit-holing you do, if you don’t get stuck and lost, you will ultimately face a mirror, looking straight at yourself – and that is where the real work begins: with yourself.

– from “Timeline-Reality Split, Frequency Vibration, and the Hidden Forces of Life”

The whole idea of mentally imagining in your current life what to do after death (“Am I gonna take a left or right turn after I’m dead to avoid the light?”) doesn’t make sense if you look at it from a soul evolutionary perspective; let alone that the mind can never truly grasp the death experience. The death process is a highly individual process based on the individual’s level of being and soul integration as well it is based on HOW one is going to die and what state of mind the person is in at the moment of death. Even so-called NDE (Near-Death-Experiences) cannot be taken as “objective” evidence since it’s “tuned” to that person’s level of being who is experiencing the NDE (even if there are similarities among various NDEs). In other words, it doesn’t necessarily apply to everyone.

All the people (as far as I’m aware) who talk about and promote the “tunnel of light trap” and what happens after death miss the essential factor mentioned above: the level of being and state of soul integration/individualization which determines the death experience and what happens after death. The whole point of inner esoteric work and consciously engaging on the path towards awakening in this physical body is about soul individualization, working through Karma and lessons from lifetime to lifetime. Reincarnation has its purpose from a higher soul evolutionary perspective and for that reason, it is not a “trap”, it’s a tool/school. The more embodied you are (soul integration) – the more you are SINCERELY engaged in the inner work to anchor the Divine (which implies working through traumas/wounds/issues that we all have to varying degrees) – the higher your Level of Being rises, the more Free Will you actually gain/earn and the more awareness/consciousness you will have – all of which will determine what you experience after death.

In other words, by working on yourself and anchoring the Divine (your true soul essence) within you to raise your level of Being, you will “know” where “to go” after death. You make the “right decision” based on where you are at in your soul evolution and frequency resonance vibration. For example, people with a low level of being and who are just starting to develop a soul (like Organic Portals) re-incarnate mechanically for they don’t have yet an individualized soul to choose the next incarnation consciously. On the opposite end of the coin, there are highly developed souls who actually do not need to come back into a body but they do it voluntarily with a mission profile to be of service, yet they understand that by incarnating they also run the risk at creating more karma which they need to work out. There are many levels of in-between, uniquely tuned to each soul.

It’s entirely self-defeating to “worry” about what to do after dying to “avoid the light” or anything else. In a sense, all the esoteric teachings are about growing/preparing the soul in a body in 3D reality (since that’s the density where most progress can be made because of the law of duality and limitations) so the soul knows where to go after death; until we are at a point of evolution where we are able to transcend death itself.

So, personally speaking, I don’t worry about anything about what might happen after death. I don’t project any thoughts into the “future” about that, let alone any thoughts based on worry/fear. What I am doing is my best to be sincere in my own process in the NOW of everyday life, to learn my lessons, heal wounds, trauma and gain more awareness with surrender and aspiration towards the Divine, bringing the soul to the front and not letting my ego-personality “run the show”. This process is actually about facing death every single day and moment and not waiting for it and then “deciding” what to do.

Contemplating and meditating on death is an excellent practice that teaches us to use our lives wisely and consciously, and not waste the opportunity that life gives us. It is not about what to do after death, but as Gurdjieff explained it in his exercise “The Last Hour of Life”, what we do in each moment. When we realize that life is impermanent, that we all will die and don’t know when, we can use that contemplation within each moment to realize that what is most important is grounding/resting ourselves deeper and deeper into our true self.

We cannot escape our karma (the consequences of our past based on cause and effect), trauma, and wounds until we heal them and learn our lessons, taking full self-responsibility for our specific karmic situation (which is terrifying to the ego mind). Much of what we experience after death is not necessarily alien entities tormenting or deceiving us, but our own (unconscious) traumas and pain manifested as “entities”:

“I am going to talk about death. It is not something many people like to talk about. Do you know why? There is a fear we all feel. They say it is fear of the unknown. I say it is fear of the known, but not realized consciously. When we go through life, the traumas we experience stay in us as painful knots, and are tightened by the spirits of trauma. If we don’t untie these knots during our lives, we are going to have this done after our physical deaths. It doesn’t matter if we believe in the afterlife or not.

One thing you need to believe is that, with death, the experience of time changes radically. To enter death is, in a way, to enter time itself, and there you’d better be ready. There are many accounts of light and bliss, but this is only a beginning. What comes afterward is also described, but it is just not as well publicized. Angry, malicious spirits come next; they come to suck your blood and torture you by all possible means, but they are your own spirits of Trauma. They will torture you until you untie the knots in your memory and become free. Again, it doesn’t matter if you believe in the afterlife or not. I am talking about the subjective psychological process of restructuring your memory. Would it make a big difference for you to know that it all happens minutes after death, even though you may personally experience it as ages of torture?

Many of you think that this subject is far from your actual interests. Many of you find yourselves attracted to magic, thinking that, in it, you may find powers and insights that will change your life once and forever. Who would think about death when there are so many exciting secrets that life can share with us? Well, people who are close to real magic would think about death and what is beyond it, because they know that most of life’s secrets come from mastering that space beyond death.

The only way to pass through their gates [after death] was to look to them in their disguised faces and say, ‘I know you. I know your name.’ You do this, then they have to let you through. You fail, they tear your limbs apart, suck your blood, tear your flesh. If you recognize their names, then are saved from a second death, from annihilation, and your existence will continue. So what am I talking about?

Any guesses yet? I expect that, at this point in my lecture, you will recognize who I am talking about. The spirits of trauma, of course, our psyches’ creations, our representations of hurts and suffering which we have, accumulated, and which we didn’t have a chance to heal.

The only thing I can tell you now is that we all have the space inside of us where the healing work can be done and is being done all the time for each of us—even though we are completely unaware of it.

The purpose of my talk tonight is not only educational. It serves to make some of the aspects of our work known to Western culture. The reason is that the critical time has arrived. I told you that the unhealed traumatic experiences which gain status of their own and become spirits of trauma continue their existence throughout generations. If they are not healed, they build up, connect, accelerate, enforce and support each other, and become collective entities.

In traditional cultures, rituals of transition are very important. Before going to another of life’s stages, a person must go through a deep initiation ritual, one that basically cuts off all traumatic knots from the past and clears a path for the future. Modern civilization, as you call it, has lost all its psychological rituals. It doesn’t have the means to clear its members of traumatic memories. Therefore, at some point, these accumulate on the collective level and become very dangerous. This dangerous time has come. It could become many times more dangerous now than in previous times, when world wars were induced by the accumulated spirits of traumas. The purpose of my visit is to tell you that there is a great danger for all the people on the planet, but there are effective means to overcome it.”

– from “Master of Lucid Dreams” by Olga Kharitidi, M.D

The higher your level of Being (based on soul individualization/integration), the less you are subjected to karma and the more free will you gain until you can fully transcend the wheel of samsara, i.e. “transcend/escape the matrix” — which is just a school, even though it seems like a “prison”. On that note, people who firmly believe that this 3D existence is just a “prison” also fall into the victim trap which keeps them entrapped in the “prison,” ironically. By perceiving the world this way, they may also fail to recognize and connect with the immense beauty of life. I see the matrix control as a prison and school at the same time, but no one is here against their “free will.” According to Universal Law, an agreement and choice was made to be “in the matrix” at some level in the “distant past” (even if done via deception/temptation which is symbolized in “The Fall from Eden”). In the end, we are all here to experience soul evolution and the greater evolution of consciousness.

The Law of Agreement

The law of agreement is another universal law: This is the law hyperdimensional occult/alien forces are using to manipulate is into agreements of entrapment which we could have made by “calling in beings/angels/deities/forces” via rituals/ceremonies (in this current life or past lives), getting tempted by our lower nature (appealing to greed, lust, power). They can also gain access to the human vessel through trauma, alcohol/drug abuse (including cannabis, psychedelics, and medicine plants: once you enter another dimension forcefully via drugs, you automatically give permission for the beings in that dimension to potentially enter you) and various other ways, as only with this law of agreement can they gain access to human bodies. The law of agreement ties into the law of free will, for they do need our “free will” consent, even if it is based on unconscious deception or our ignorance of not being aware of universal laws.

An agreement of entrapment is a deal/pact with the “devil” (negative occult entities) and can be made consciously or unconsciously. Sometimes these negative entities appear to disguise themselves as “positive forces,” appealing to the belief system of the person they want to get the consent/permission from. For example, to someone conditioned with Catholic religious beliefs, they may appear as “Mother Mary.” To someone caught in the New Age and the “space brothers are here to save us” deception, a negative entity may appear as a Pleiadian, Blue Avian, etc. It is like a legal contract that can be active over multiple lifetimes until revoked/canceled. It is symbolized in Vampire mythology when a Vampire needs permission to enter the house of his/her victim. All universe agreements are valid in all dimensions, through time and space eternally. All agreements can be changed, only through the awareness of the universal laws of their creators.

“To say that all light is good is as if you said that all water is good – or even that all clear or transparent water is good: it would not be true. One must see what is the nature of the light or where it comes from or what is in it, before one can say that it is the true Light. False lights exist and misleading lustres, lower lights too that belong to the being’s inferior reaches. One must therefore be on one’s guard and distinguish; the true discrimination has to come by growth of the psychic feeling and a purified mind and experience. The word “Appearances” refers to the forms they take in order to rule the world, forms often false and always incarnating falsehood, sometimes pseudo-divine. Often, representing themselves as divine powers, they mislead, give erring suggestions and impulsions and pervert the inner life.”

– Sri Aurobindo

However, as I have mentioned numerous times, the occult hostile forces have a teaching function in light of the bigger picture of the evolution of consciousness:

“These [occult] adverse forces have been given all sorts of devilish and “negative “names through the world’s spiritual history, as if their sole aim were to damn the seeker and give decent people a hard time. The reality is somewhat different, for where is the devil if not in God? If he is not in God, then there is not much left in God, because this world is evil enough, as are quite a few other worlds, so that not much would remain that is pure, except perhaps for a dimensionless and shadowless mathematical point. In reality, as experience shows, these disturbing forces have their place in the universe; they are disturbing only at the scale of our constricted momentary consciousness, and for a specific purpose.

Firstly, they always catch us with our defenses down—yet were we firm and one-pointed, they could not shake us for a second. In addition, if we look into ourselves instead of whining and blaming the devil or the world’s wickedness, we find that each of these attacks has exposed one of our many virtuous pretenses, or, as Mother says, has pulled off the little coats we put on to avoid seeing. Not only do the little, or big, coats conceal our own weaknesses, they are everywhere in the world, hiding its small deficiencies as well as its Enormous conceit; and if the perturbing forces yank the coats a bit violently, it is not at random or with wanton malice, but to open our eyes and compel us to a perfection we might otherwise resist, because as soon as we have grasped hold of a grain of truth or a wisp of ideal, we have the unfortunate tendency to lock it up in an hermetic and impregnable construction, and to refuse to budge from there.”

– Satprem

More about this and relating topics in my 8hr webinar Occult Forces of Hyper-Dimensions – Entity Attachments and Interferences: Discernment, Clearing and Protection.

Understanding and applying the universal law of cause/effect and the law of agreement implies taking full self-responsibility and not getting stuck in victim/blame consciousness, which is the real trap that can keep us trapped in the matrix over lifetimes and lifetimes. Getting stuck in this state leaves us disempowered, unable to complete and learn our lessons. We then constantly externalize our journey by blaming people, circumstances, aliens, or entities; or we look for saviors outside ourselves (gurus, leaders, politicians, deities, Jesus, aliens, etc.), getting trapped in the Matrix savior program.

However, it’s essential to understand that not falling into the victim/blame trap includes not blaming yourself either. The mind will have some trouble with that because it is always mentally analyzing and caught in either/or – black/white dualistic thinking; always wants to blame others or itself. There is a state of being (your true self) that rises above and beyond that space of blame and can see the Truth: that there is no good/bad experience and no one to blame either, as there are only lessons.

By “default” most people tend to blame others (people, situations, entities, etc.) while other people tend to excessively blame themselves for why they got themselves into a particular situation, made mistakes, or attracted an entity via an unconscious trap of agreement, etc. The latter scenario of blaming oneself excessively is partially based on how the Law of Attraction has been distorted; where we can often find victim-blaming behaviors in others who feel they have the spiritual agency to tell other people that “they only attract what they are.” There is as well an over-simplification and limitation of shadow work that is common-place; and eventually, we find that not everything needs to “integrated”; but some aspects needs to be REJECTED as NOT part of one’s true nature. People who tend to be very hard on themselves (lack of healthy self-love and boundaries) can easily slip into the guilt and shame downward spiral which is a very low and toxic frequency.

Karma in the Body and The Law of Ascent and Descent

Our Karma is also stored in the body and needs to be released through the body. Karma in that context is “unprocessed experience” going back lifetimes which gets crystallized in the body, creating tension and restricting the flow of life force. Thoughts and emotions set up in the past and present affect the cycles of the future. These events, thoughts, and emotions can then become trapped in the body. We can see how this “stuck” cyclic energy causes us to repeat life patterns as these traumas become trapped within their own dimension of time. Many issues we deal with are traumas which are stuck in time (and have become crystalized energy) which we relive in the present over and over (as reoccurring “issues”) — until we go back to the creation point and release the trapped energy. As I mentioned before, a lot of stuff we carry in our bodies is not just related to whatever happened in childhood and this lifetime, but ALL of our ancient memory (including past lives) are held on as unprocessed experiences and are stored somewhere in the body.

Throughout the years, I’ve been able to release trapped emotions stored in my body from past experiences through bodywork, yoga, breathwork, and dance. However, the most effective way to dive deep into my body and process wounds and trauma has been via somatic meditations. This is a form of body scanning by putting awareness on any tension held in the body. The key in this process is not to analyze anything, nor judge or try to change anything, In short, it’s about getting out of the head and tuning deeply into the body.  At first, it’s not always that easy because we have become so disconnected and desensitized from our body. Usually, there are many layers of armor in the body (defense mechanisms that have built up over time) to work through before we can access the core emotion trapped in the body.

A few weeks ago, I went into such a process of releasing these trapped emotions after I had a fall out with someone I thought was my friend. I had found out that he has been passive-aggressively attacking me on FB, and seeing him as a friend, I wished he had talked to me directly about the issues he was having with me in person. An issue like this may seem not that big of a deal, and there are plenty of times that I receive troll and hateful mail/comments and am not so affected. However, in this instance, something about this event triggered me deeply and I became very reactive, much to my own surprise. I experienced a lot of pain in my chest; with feelings of sadness, anger, and betrayal arising from that space. My partner Laura helped me to process it and suggested to practice a somatic meditation called “The Somatic Descent” based on Reginald Ray’s work and the esoteric Tibetan Buddhist teachings.

It was a potent meditation that lasted for one hour. It helped me to go out of my head and deeper into my body, opening the tightness and restriction I felt in my chest. Right after the meditation, the “flood gates” opened up in the heart area and I started to cry intensely, weeping in agony, feeling I had unearthed a deep-rooted pain/trauma that went beyond the experience that held the original “issue”. It felt like an ancient and deeply embedded wound from a past life got released, which was likely mostly stuck deep in my body before – beyond the layers of my conscious mind. I haven’t cried that intensely in years and it was a good and necessary release. My body also started shaking involuntarily, which is a common symptom in somatic trauma release therapy of trauma discharging from the body.

Besides my own trauma being triggered, I also could clearly sense how the occult hostile forces augmented it, coming in from the “outside” and intensified the experience. It felt like they were trying to keep me in a “reactive” fight/flight mode and keep me in my head, feeding off of my detrimental thought projections and emotional triggers. However, the issue/wound that got triggered within me had essentially nothing to do with this friend I was projecting upon. By truly feeling into the physical pain within my body (in this case, in my chest/heart chakra), without projecting it externally (or getting caught up in my mind and the story) I could release the pain of the experience.

There were different layers of armor and defenses held as tension within my body that I had to pierce through until I was able to feel/get into the core suppressed emotion/trauma. In this space, I noticed that there was no story attached to it; I didn’t have any flashbacks to a particular past life, but I knew and felt deep in my being that this had nothing to do with an old childhood wound or had anything related to this current incarnation. The emotional release of processing it somatically through the body is more important than “knowing the story.” In other words, you can heal anything through the body without needing to know “what happened”. Many people can actually get too attached to their story, which prevents them from truly healing and letting go.

Our own unconscious wounds and traumas are precisely what the hostile forces target in us; luring us into acting out and thus recreating that traumatic pattern by externalizing or internalizing the suffering by blaming others or ourselves. This is the suffering upon suffering that through our own unconscious wounds we perpetuate (“mechanical suffering” according to Gurdjieff), and is exactly the “loosh” and energy that they feed upon. Pure non-reactive consciousness is about staying in the body and feeling every experience; allowing that feeling to go on a journey within our own body and not letting the mind interfere by acting out or suppressing that feeling (“conscious suffering”).

“Emotional reactivity almost always precludes conscious awareness. On the other hand, restraint and containment of expressive impulse allows us to become aware of our underlying postural attitude. Therefore it is the restraint that brings a feeling into conscious awareness. Change only occurs when there is mindfulness and mindfulness only occurs when there is bodily feeling (what’s happening in my body?). The uncoupling of sensation from image and thought is what diffuses the highly charged emotions and allows them to transform fluidly into sensation- based gradations of feelings. This is not at all the same as suppressing or repressing them.”

– Peter Levine, In An Unspoken Voice

This process is definitely easier said than done, and I had a hard time getting out of my head as the thought injections/loops triggered more emotions (anxiety/anger) for them to feed off of. The somatic meditation I engaged in and praying to the Divine (not “calling anything in” and not to be confused with the religious dogma of an external “god”) with sincere aspiration helped tremendously in resolving these thought loops and releasing the pain. I also received a clear sign that the Divine/Spirit was present, but I still had to learn the lesson myself by processing the entry point internally. It was emotionally extremely painful, and there were moments of terror and torment and a feeling like I was in hell. I even received suicidal thought injections coming in, which I was able to reject.

After going through this process resulting in the somatic release I came through the other side and experienced a new/higher state of being. I can only describe it as body, mind, and spirit fully synchronized, no internal division and no thoughts but being fully in the present moment with clarity and heightened awareness. I felt light, focused and joy in my heart. It was not an overwhelming feeling of bliss but an embodied grounded state of love in touch with what seemed to be my divine nature, my true self. I felt naturally inspired, light, and fully alive. It was like a huge weight got lifted off my heart. At that moment I also realized how often we get used to our discomfort and wounds we carry, having “forgotten” how it feels when body, mind, and spirit are fully aligned and synchronized within us.

This was also a humbling moment for me, experiencing another universal law: the law of ascent and descent. The misconception of many New Age and pop-spiritual teaching is that the “ascension” or “awakening” process is a straight road up to ever more bliss and love. That’s why many people get hooked on peak experiences and can create what is called in esoteric science, a false foundation, resulting in faux “enlightenment” experiences. These deceptive peak experiences can be installed via psychedelics/medicine plants or even with certain meditation techniques, resulting in dissociation which can create an artificial “bliss” experience by going out of the body. In fact, if you meditate “correctly” and you are able to dive deep into your body, dissolving all the tension, armor and defenses you are holding on to unconsciously, it will bring you your wounds and pain which can be very uncomfortable. But it’s only in this state of discomfort where real healing happens, facing your fears and wounds.

You can only truly rise into higher levels of being as deep as you are willing (or able) to go into the shadow and darkness of yourself, revealing all trauma and wounds that have accumulated over lifetimes. That is the law of ascent and descent. The path towards awakening spirals up, down, in, out, back, and forth; expanding on all levels and bringing up everything. Anything that is asleep within us (unconscious) will be put under the spotlight of Truth.

“No one can reach heaven who has not passed through hell.”  – Sri Aurobindo

Throughout my life, I noticed that the deeper and lower I fell and was able to work through and transmute the suffering, wounds, and trauma, the higher I was able to rise; the descent and ascent at the same time. I also realized how little control I that who I “think” I am actually had over this process. The suffering also initiated a deep longing within me to (re)unite with the Divine, the only true source of Light, Joy, and Love (in the true meaning of these words beyond the New Age distortions). It also created more embodied compassion, love, and kindness for myself and others. In other words — pure unconditional love. I also realized that the more sincerely I aspired towards the Divine – my true self – and engaged in the necessary inner work to anchor the higher frequencies of soul-individualization (embodiment), the more my lower nature resisted (and in fact, the Light(Divine) shined a merciless light into the darkest corners of my psyche/Being, bringing all up that needs to rise and be transmuted). At the same time, the less I am/was able to lie to myself, engage in spiritual bypassing or rationalize it all away, but the more I took responsibility for everything in my life.

In our podcast episode “The Ascent and Descent – Suffering as a Catalyst for Awakening”, Laura and I talk in more depth about the law of ascent and descent, the role of suffering in light of the process of awakening, its teaching function, and how to catalyze suffering into deeper healing.

How to Measure Your Progress

Regardless of what is occurring in one’s outer life, the TRUE measure of how developed one’s soul is how integrated and embodied we are, and this is mirrored to us by how we REACT to ordinary every-day circumstances, by our emotional reactions (or suppression) and how easily we get triggered and thus blame others and external conditions.

The point of esoteric, spiritual and psychological, and somatic work is not about eliminating challenges (even though they might be alleviated to some degree), but rather how we change, transmute and transform by facing life and reality directly; becoming more objective with ourselves and the world. This is also the gateway to real Love. Childish and immature love is conditional and demands attention and validation from others. If it doesn’t get what it wants, it blames others for it, or it blames itself for not “being good enough,” getting stuck in self-pity, guilt, and shame.

Mature love is unconditional, takes self-responsibility, and loves even if it doesn’t get what it wants or prefers. We all have the immature child within us, acting out at various times. If we can spot it, it’s a chance to heal this wounded child, which can also relate to past life trauma and not necessarily related to your current childhood in your present lifetime. It’s important we create a safe container for this child to experience, express, and feel emotions of sadness, rejection, fear, anger, abandonment, shame, etc. without projecting it externally. This process can only happen somatically — through the body. You cannot think yourself through it as this only results in more self-deception. The intellectual recognition of your “issues” is not enough and is only the very beginning of a much deeper emotional and somatic inner process.

Therefore, you can gauge your own progress change by witnessing changes in your reactions to the troubles and difficulties you face. Life keeps going onwards and keeps expanding, handing us challenges according to the law of ascent and descent, lessons which are different to each of us. It’s part of choosing this 3D experience of duality and essentially not getting attached to either “positive” or “negative” experiences, going beyond hope and fear, thirst and grasping, pleasure and pain. The more you are embodied and integrated on a soul level, the more these challenges in life will no longer have the power to throw you off, upset you, make you stressed out, fearful, worried, etc., and the better you are able to process what comes up in the moment.

Your only yardstick for progress is your reaction to anything that is happening in your life. This relates to the meaning “to be in this world but not of it”. This state of being doesn’t imply that there won’t be any challenges anymore, but that you know how to respond to them and recognize their teaching function. It’s like becoming like water and adapting to wherever the river of life is taking you while staying grounded in yourself and your inner guidance rooted in the body. It also relates to staying in zero-point non-reactive consciousness. However, we can also deceive ourselves to be in zero-point non-reactive consciousness and get stuck in surface pseudo-calmness and fake non-reactive consciousness. For instance, people who are very head-centric and disconnected from their bodies and inner somatic experiences may not react emotionally to challenges externally and keep a “poker face” by dissociating, while the real emotional reaction gets suppressed in the unconscious and rationalized away.

This is a mechanical reaction which can be the result of lifetimes of suppression or severe trauma in the past. Or, you may feel the friction internally, but deny the feelings and emotions coming up (or judge them as “bad”) and hence suppress them even more. Many people then keep up a superficial mask of “calmness” which results in more armor and tightness in the body where suppressed emotions are stored. The fear of feeling emotions is worse than actually feeling them. This can result in living an inauthentic life externally while your inner experience gets suppressed and shoved into the unconscious, creating merely a buffer and band-aid, giving the illusion of “happiness” on a superficial level which will create more pain in the long run.

In fact, most people in the world live in this disembodied state, having become desensitized from life and themselves. In other words, they are suffering, but don’t know that they are suffering because they are shut down emotionally. That’s also why compassion and empathy are so important towards ourselves and others (not just intellectually but genuinely feeling it) while not falling into blind/idiot compassion when boundaries need to be made. Everything you have suppressed within emotionally will need to be felt and transmuted at some point, be it in this lifetime or the next ones. The only way out is in, and through. This process also depends on the “ripeness” of the soul/psyche and when it is ready to “go there.” The more sincere you are with yourself and your inner work the more you can “accelerate” the process of your soul evolution. However, no steps can be skipped, and there are no short cuts.

I leave you with this excerpt from a lecture by Eva Pirrakos:

“There still exist many defenses against the full experience of accumulated feelings in you. Keeping this in mind will help you to focus your attention and awareness upon these defenses to overcome them more and more. You can systematically lower the threshold of defending against your deep accumulated experiences which have become poisonous from not being released. These painful experiences cannot be released if they are not felt, known, expressed, and lived through as fully as possible.

When feelings stagnate, energy stagnates; and if energy stagnates, you cannot move. As you know, feelings are moving energy currents. They transform constantly from one set or type of feeling into another, as long as the energy flows freely. Not experiencing feelings stops the movement of those currents and therefore stops the living energy. The stagnation of energy currents traps not only feelings but concepts as well. You generalize from single occurrences and hold on to the resulting false beliefs. It is rare that stagnant feelings do not also include stagnant conceptualizations of life. These may exist in the deepest recesses of the soul, totally hidden from consciousness.

Over and over again you are entrapped in the cycle of reproducing the past in one way or another until you can summon the courage to choose to live through now what was not lived through before because of your defenses. You cannot come out of these repetitive cycles, no matter how good your intentions are and how much effort you use in other ways as a substitute for experiencing your feelings, unless you really fully reexperience your earlier feelings. You must cross the barrier behind which you still harbor deep feelings so tucked away that you are not at all aware of them. And for that reason you can still delude yourself that unhappiness and bad moods just befall you out of nowhere, or that you have bad luck.

The human predicament is the dualistic split, which is nothing but a delusion of perception. This delusion has many facets, one facet being a split in the human consciousness itself. Human beings may feel one thing, believe another, and act without knowing how both these functions govern them. Lack of awareness of what you feel and what you really believe creates another manifestation of the split. When you unify knowing and feeling, you work toward mending and integration, which manifests as a wonderful new awakening and sense of wholeness.

When feelings are not experienced in their full intensity, the inner life flow must become stagnant. People will find themselves inexplicably paralyzed. Their actions will become ineffectual; life will seem to obstruct all their goals and desires. They find closed doors to realizing their talents, their needs, their selves. So-called laziness may be one manifestation of this paralysis. A lack of creativity or a feeling of general despair may be another. In this latter instance, people may often use a current event or difficulty to explain away their inner state. The truth is that a sense of futility and confusion about life and your role in it must envelop you when you resist living through the feelings you harbor; you go on harboring them because you delude yourself that avoiding the feelings will hurt you less than exposing them. There are many other manifestations.

The total experience of a feeling is as available as your willingness and readiness to venture into it. These feelings are often accumulations of centuries and millennia—not just decades. Each life incarnation presents the task of cleansing yourself by experiencing and understanding them. You are purified when there is no more waste material. After you terminate this life cycle, the conditions, circumstances, and environment of your next life into which you are drawn by an inexorable law of life will afford you the opportunity to bring to the fore any previously accumulated waste material. But memory of previous incarnations is blotted out, so that you have only this life’s past experiences to draw on.

The dimming of memory is a byproduct of the life/death cycle in which everyone is caught who denies feeling experience. When you go on denying awareness and refusing to feel the experience of what you have lived through in this very life, you perpetuate the process of dimming memory. Thus you perpetuate the cycle of dying and being born, and this process always manifests as a break in the continuity of awareness. Conversely, you eliminate this discontinuity of awareness, and with it the entire cycle of dying and being born, by living through whatever has accumulated from this life wherever it is possible to re-establish the links of memory. If all the feelings of this lifetime are fully experienced, all residual matter of previous lives will automatically be dealt with because the trauma of the now is only a trauma because the previous pains had been denied.

Fighting your feelings and defending against them creates a whole extra layer of experience that is alienated from your core and therefore artificial and more painful than the original experience it fights against.

Stating in your meditation your intent and wish to experience all accumulated feelings and rid yourself of waste is the best and most effective beginning. Through this meditational approach, energy is released that can be directed to this all-important purpose. You often persuade yourself that you lack the energy and the time to go into the depths of your feelings. At the same time you spend a lot of energy on other activities which may well seem more important at the moment. No matter how vitally important the other activities are, they can never be more important than this exploration, for attending to this life task is your true reason for living. In addition, it is the key to productive living for you right now.

Your spiritual self with all its joy, safety and peace is right behind the sadness and pain. It cannot be activated by a direct act of will, nor by practices and actions that leave out the necessity to experience all your feelings. But your spiritual center does manifest inexorably as a byproduct, the result of the direct act of will to go through your denied feelings.

Through these gateways you will find true life. All the many temptations that beckon you to follow paths which imply that it is possible to find the spiritual reality of yourself without going through these gateways are wishful thinking. There is no way around what has accumulated in you and has poisoned your whole system—your spiritual, your psychological, and often also your physical system. This poison can be eliminated only by feeling what you hoped you could avoid feeling. Then a new energy influx comes in ever greater measure. Many of you have experienced to some degree what I am saying here, and therein lies your growth. But you all have to go further in this regard. The self-punishment for hatred and spite, for cruelty and greed, for selfishness and one-sided demands upon others must be released so you can go into the terror of your fear, your shame, your pain. When you stop fighting this, you will become real, open, and truly alive.”

– from “Dissolving Your Fears – Importance of Experiencing All Feelings” by By Eva Pirrakos

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Embodiment and Healing Trauma | The Cosmic Matrix Podcast #6 (Part 1) | Piercing the Veil of Reality

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The vast majority of people in the modern world are disconnected from their bodies and live in a very hard-centric existence. Official culture and the matrix keeps these people disembodied by design so that they are disconnected from their inner guidance and true creative power. Laura and Bernhard discuss this process of embodiment; which is reuniting body, mind, and spirit and how this brings us to heal the trauma stored in our bodies as we reconnect to it. Other topics in this episode include the importance of somatic meditation and other embodiment practices, the trap of over-focusing on the intellect, developing emotional intelligence, and the dangers of Transhumanism, A.I., and 5G interfering with the embodiment process.

Show Notes Part 1:

  • What is Embodiment?
  • Soul Integrations/Individualization
  • Importance to stay in the body vs. dissociating
  • Most people live in the head, disconnected from the body
  • The Body/Mind/Spirit perspective
  • Misconceptions about Embodiment
  • The Somatic Descent
  • The Hero’s Journey and the Process of Embodiment
  • The Alchemical Marriage of the Inner Male and Female
  • Synchronizing Mind and Body
  • Interrelationship of thoughts and emotions
  • Official culture and the matrix keeps people disembodied/head-centric by design
  • Importance of vulnerability and feeling everything
  • Nature and embodiment
  • Embodiment/somatic practices and healing trauma
  • The body’s intelligence can only be accessed in the present moment
  • Massage and Bodywork
  • Importance of somatic meditation/body scanning
  • Trap of the ego hijacking and distorting the embodiment process
  • Trap of the Intellect
  • False/distorted meditation practices, getting people out of body – spiritual bypassing
  • Anchoring the Divine within
  • Before reacting/acting out, scan/feel what is going on in your body
  • Reality and everyday life/experience is your teacher, especially whatever/whoever triggers you
  • Blame/victim trap
  • Karma in the Body and Past Life Trauma
  • Empaths and Over-sensitivity
  • Modern technology contributes to disembodiment
  • Importance of slowing down

In Part 2 (only for members) we’ll be going deeper into:

  • Body scanning and feeling everything that comes up
  • Emotional Intelligence
  • Compassion and Empathy
  • Difference between reacting and responding
  • False/pseudo non-reactive consciousness
  • Reactive projections on others create more Karma
  • Deal with triggered emotions first before acting out
  • Importance of feeling emotions but not identifying with them
  • Head-centric “spiritual teachers” can be great writers and say the “perfect” things but essence is missing
  • Energy coming through written word
  • Online appearance of people/teachers can be very deceiving compared to meeting them in person with regards to level of Being/Embodiment.
  • Issues/limitation with online communication vs talking to someone in person
  • The more embodied you are, the better you’ll be able to tune into your vulnerability and express yourself authentically.
  • Fear of speaking out and being authentic/honest
  • Healing Crisis
  • Everyday life is the teacher and provides lessons, even things that seem “unimportant”
  • Grounding exercises – the importance of connecting to earth
  • The more embodied you are, the less you’ll be subjected to matrix programming
  • The Matrix, rise of technology, and keeping people disembodiment
  • Transhumanism and A.I.: The end game of the hyperdimensional matrix forces to take over human bodies – soul snatching
  • We’re disconnected from our “inner technology”
  • Embodiment implies listening to the world/nature through your body and receive (divine) guidance beyond the five senses
  • The flow of life – be like water
  • Being in this world but not of this world
  • The more you can feel your own wounds/trauma, the more you’ll feel other’s unconscious wounds/trauma as well as the suffering of the collective -> creates more compassion
  • Be aware of blind compassion regarding pathological individuals (sociopaths, psychopaths) and occult forces working through others
  • The true process/meaning of “raising” your frequency
  • Embodied protection against 5G, WIFI, EMFs, etc.
  • Danger of paranoia/fear
  • Going beyond activism and importance of sincere inner work
  • This yoga is a battle – The only way out is in and through

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Discernment in Relationships | The Cosmic Matrix Podcast #1 (Part 1) Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue | Piercing the Veil of Reality

Discernment in Relationships | The Cosmic Matrix Podcast #1 (Part 1)

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Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue talk about discernment in relationships, different types of relationship, what it actually means to be in a “conscious” relationship and how to prepare for one among relating topics. We will go deeper into psychological and esoteric work in the context of relationships, compatibility, and how the sacred container of a committed relationship can catalyze each person’s soul evolution on the path towards awakening. We will also touch upon occult interferences and various traps of trying to manifest a relationship (Part 1).

Show Notes Part 1:

  • Introduction of your hosts and a little bit about ourselves [00:00]
  • Upcoming Events: Time of Transition Retreat and Piercing the Veil of Reality Cruise [02:46]
  • Discernment in Relationships: Different types of relationships (not just romantic)
    Limitations of doing Self-work on your own. Importance of relationships to learn about ourselves [05:33]
  •  Matrix based relationships vs. “conscious” relationships [07:15]
  • Importance of both partners committed to growth and self-work [11:00]
  • Being collinear – “Looking into the same direction” [13:08]
  • What is a “conscious” relationship? [14:30]
  • Trap of desperately looking for a partner. Relationship with the Divine (true Self) is the most important relationship. Preparing for a conscious relationship. All there is are lessons. [16:10]
  • Radical self-responsibility without blame/victim consciousness [20:40]
  • Romantic projections vs. true recognition [22:28]
  • Love is not a feeling but a state of Being. Importance of finding your unique soul purpose [25:50]
  • Compatibility and the x-factor. Trap of “wrong” union. Essence vs. personality [27:45]
  • Relationship as a catalyst for spiritual evolution. Trap of jumping from relationship to relationship – Trap of isolation and relationship phobia. Purpose of conflict/friction in relationship. [34:20]
  • Danger of trying to manifest a relationship vs. setting intentions. Emotional maturity. [42:32]
  • Most common core wounds. Tough Grace. [45:12]
  • Occult forces/entity interferences in relationship of two individuals who are meant to be together from a divine perspective vs. Love Bite/Dark Side of Cupid relationship. [49:45]
  • What is your intention in life? [51:41]
  • Spiritual bypassing [53:00]
  • Importance of 100% commitment [55:13]

In Part 2 (only for members) we’ll be going deeper into:

  • Occult forces and hyper-dimensional interferences in relationships (including personal experiences within our relationship)
  • The Love Bite and the Dark Side of Cupid
  • Basic relationship psychology
  • Wound bonding
  • The dance of the Narcissist and Empath
  • Dvine Feminine and Divine Masculine
  • Alchemical marriage of the inner male and female
  • Toxic/distorted Feminism in official culture/matrix
  • Danger of externalizing and trying to manifest a relationship; occult traps
  • Distortion of the New Age Twin Flame concept
  • Esoteric concept of the polar couple

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Bernhard Guenther: Parasitic Paramour: Occult Traps Involved In Trying to Manifest a Love Relationship/Partner | Piercing The Veil of Reality

By Bernhard Guenther, September 6, 2018

A few months ago, I was working with a client who got herself into a pretty intense alien love bite/dark side of cupid relationship. The way in which she set herself up was through trying to “manifest her soul mate”. This is not the first case I’ve encountered wherein someone (who’s in desperate need/desire of “finding love”) engages in all kinds of “manifestation” techniques/rituals in order to attract a partner that, in the end, didn’t turn out at all like he/she had hoped it would, EVEN though – at the beginning – it felt and seemed like a “match made in heaven”.

There are various reasons why people are potentially being set up with a Dark Side of Cupid relationship. It ties into occult hostile forces targeting anyone who is on the verge of a greater awakening and/or has a specific mission profile/soul purpose to embody during this Time of Transition (and hence needs to be interfered with). This phenomenon doesn’t really relate to people who are fully plugged into the Matrix, for they don’t need to be interfered with to begin with, so these forces are always looking for the “way in” so as to get “permission” or “agreement”, for they need your consent (based on the law of free will/choice). Manifestation rituals can be the opening that provides them with that invitation. Sexual desire and romance (especially when feeling lonely and desperate for a partner) are the predominant weaknesses in most people which these occult adverse forces take advantage of in generating that “portal”.

“To say that all light is good is as if you said that all water is good – or even that all clear or transparent water is good: it would not be true. One must see what is the nature of the light or where it comes from or what is in it, before one can say that it is the true Light.

False lights exist and misleading lustres, lower lights too that belong to the being’s inferior reaches. One must therefore be on one’s guard and distinguish; the true discrimination has to come by growth of the psychic feeling and a purified mind and experience.

The word “Appearances” refers to the forms they take in order to rule the world, forms often false and always incarnating falsehood, sometimes pseudo-divine. Often, representing themselves as divine powers, they mislead, give erring suggestions and impulsions and pervert the inner life.”

– Sri Aurobindo, The Hidden Forces of Life

The possibility of  getting hijacked into a contract/agreement with negative entities is further heightened if you are trying to manifest desires which arise from the conditioned ego personality, particularly when it involves another person – a relationship/partner one wants to manifest or attract, especially when casting love spells or creating sigils. This also ties into the distorted New Age ideas surrounding the “Law of Attraction” (which corrupts and over-simplifies the true esoteric meaning and metaphysical concept) or solipsistic “you create your own reality” anti-teachings.

Most people want a love relationship with the “perfect partner”, their soul mate, Twin Flame (a very distorted New Age term), or whatever ideal they have in mind. But such union of a “higher nature” is NOT up to you. It’s about Divine Will and your soul mission/purpose/lessons. This “higher” union also happens effortlessly – IF it is truly meant to happen to begin with – in its own (divine) timing, which you have no control over either. Look at the people in your life – supportive friends or assisting forces (teachers, healers, etc.) with whom you have no form of sexual/romantic connection – who came into your life just at the right time, effortlessly, without expectations and without any need on your part to manifest them.

In the same way, a true love bond relationship will/can happen without any efforts involved to “make it happen”. There may be several other prior relationships (as well as longer periods of solitude) that we need to experience before we are ready to engage in a sacred/spiritual relationship on a “higher” level. It also depends on your own personal level of being, consciousness, soul-embodiment (all of which implies ongoing sincere self-work) and your individual soul path and lessons. Oftentimes when people engage in manifestation techniques/rituals to find/attract a partner, it comes from a place of desperation, loneliness, lack, etc.. This drive to “manifest” is actually stemming from disembodied ego and the wounded/conditioned personality (with all its insecurities and socially/culturally-conditioned wants, needs, and desires), but it is not arising from the true self, which only seeks union with the Divine, which is THE most important “relationship” to begin with.

Twin Flame or Love Bite? – The New Age term “Twin Flame” has been corrupted from the esoteric concept of the “polar couple”.

“The recurrent fantasy of, or search for, the “perfect partner” is a strong signal from our psyche that we have work to do on ourselves. For a healthy adult, there is no such thing as a perfect partner except temporarily or momentarily. No one source of happiness exists, nor can one partner make life perfect (The fact that this happens in fairy tales says it all.) A relationship cannot be expected to fulfill all our needs; it only shows them to us and makes a modest contribution to their fulfillment. We ask: Could it be that I would not have learned what I needed to learn if I had met the perfect partner?

The perfect partner is the mirage we see after crossing the desert of insufficient love. Mirages happen because we lack water – that is, we lack something we needed for a long time. They are normal, nothing to be ashamed of. We should notice them, take them as information about where our work lies, and then let them go. If we do this, we will come to the real oasis, nature’s gift to those who keep going, who were not stopped by the mirage. We find that we want a partner who walks beside us in the world, not one we hope will change its givens or provide an escape-hatch from them.”

– David Richo, How to be an Adult in Relationships

People who don’t have that divine connection (or don’t aspire to it via esoteric self-work) will most often look for it (unconsciously) in a partner. This is a potential set-up for misery and suffering (as is any external seeking of “happiness” and “fulfilment”), which can result in a Love Bite/Dark Side of Cupid love relationship. It also ties into getting addicted to romance or sexual hormone-generation (fuelled via jumping from relationship to relationship in order to keep experiencing the romantic/sexual high), which is not love.

It’s ok to put one’s intention out there to be open for a genuine relationship, for example, or setting one’s sights on all kinds of other things which one wants to pursue and create. “Intention” is a very different energy than “manifesting” (especially via ritual or “will-full” doing). Intention leaves it up to the “universe” or Divine Will (Thy Will!) with zero exceptions, nor any ambition, need, craving, or lack/desperation frequencies behind it. There is no attachment whatsoever. That means that, even if one doesn’t get what one intended, it’s all fine and good. That’s where Faith and Trust comes in.

But even intention is not necessarily needed. As long as you are SINCERE in your own process of awakening, aspiring towards the Divine with committed self-work, finding your place in the “world” (your purpose/vocation), developing your soul’s talents and gifts, learning your lessons and walking your path with humility, self-responsibility and self-honesty, the right people will come into your life, even a potential partner (if it’s in alignment with your soul path, for not everyone is here to experience that kind of relationship either, and there is nothing wrong with that!). These occurrences will be effortless in execution, but again, the ‘how, who, what, when’ is not really up to you – or better said, not up to who “you” think you are.

I advise to be cautious with any kind of workshop and salespeople promising to help you “attract/manifest your dream love/partner/relationship”. A lot of people who sign up for these kind of offerings are very desperate/wounded individuals, easily taken advantage of, and they can fall for all kinds of slickly-packaged pop-spiritual/new age marketing techniques. On a personal note, I wouldn’t trust any “spiritual” relationship coach/teacher who does not addresses – or is even not aware of – the reality surrounding those occult forces which are influencing humanity, especially when one is already engaged in sincere esoteric/spiritual self-work. The word “spiritual” is defined as: “of, relating to, consisting of, or affecting the human spirit or soul as opposed to material or physical things” and “of, or relating to, supernatural beings or phenomena“. This implies being aware of non-physical hostile forces, and ultimately, the hyperdimensional matrix control system.

This doesn’t imply that I discount basic relationship psychology/coaching; however, anyone who is sincerely engaged in the process of awakening and seeking truth will be inevitably confronted with these occult forces that are trying to interfere and vector you away from the path. Hence, as I’ve said before, relationships take on a whole new level for anyone who has taken the “red pill”, i.e. anyone who is honestly committed to seeking truth, self-work and cultural/social de-programming in order to transcend the Matrix mind control on The Path Towards Awakening. The hostile forces also attempt to interfere with any couple who have a specific mission/”higher” work to accomplish together.

“The hostile Forces are Powers of Darkness who are in revolt against the Light and the Truth and want to keep this world under their rule in darkness and ignorance. Whenever anyone wants to reach the Truth, to realize the Divine, they stand in the way as much as possible. But what they are specially against is the work the Mother and myself are doing, to bring down the Light here into the earth and establish the Truth — that would mean their own expulsion. So they always try to destroy the work as a whole and to spoil the sadhana [spiritual work] of each sadhak [seeker]. It is not only you who are attacked: all are attacked more or less — especially when there is a great progress, these forces try to interfere.”

– Sri Aurobindo, Letters on Yoga (to a student)

Every complete/uncorrupted spiritual/esoteric teaching addresses what the work (towards awakening and spiritual self-realisation) entails, but also describes the traps that lay therein, including the occult adverse forces that hinder this process so as to keep people plugged into the Matrix and attached to their lower nature (most often via ego-temptations such as “manifesting your desires”).

Attacks/inferences tend to heighten throughout the awakening process, and other people (especially intimate partners) can act as portals for these forces to work through (as they manipulate through your own blindspots and wounds as well). As stated previously, ignorance and lack of knowledge involving this “topic of all topics” is not a defence.

Anyone who is sincere in his/her awakening process, and is seeking truth, both within and without, realises at some point – usually after having gone through tribulations, initiations, tough lessons, trial and error (including purging the New Age pill that so many of us have swallowed at some point) – that in the end it’s not about trying to “attract” anything, nor about “manifesting” anything. It’s about working on oneself sincerely, cutting through the lies (within and without), self-deceptions, wounds, social/cultural conditioning and shadow aspects in order to increase Being (soul-embodiment), which then will consciously-link the individual more and more with one’s “higher self”/The Divine, thus enabling an automatically-generated innate ability to “create” and “attract” that which one truly wants and needs on an embodied soul-level (which also implies attracting ongoing lessons). This ties into the Soul Covenant’s role as a transducer for Divine Will,  beyond the little “I” (ego-personality) and all of its mechanical programs, wishful thinking traps, and conditioned desires/needs/wants (and blame/self-pity fits if it doesn’t get what it wants) which so many people mistakenly-identify as representing their “true self”.


This state of Being relates to immersing oneself in the Tao of life, becoming a vessel for Divine Will, being in this world but not of it, and living from within. One realises on an embodied level that one’s desire for happiness, love, contentment, fulfilment, etc. does not depend on anything or anyone outside of oneself, for the “Kingdom of God” (Source Consciousness, not patriarchal religious programming) is only to be found within. Once we find and experience that deeper connection within, everything “falls into place” effortlessly – in its own divine timing – as it cannot be revealed any other way. Experiencing true creative power that’s in in alignment with Divine Will is an effortless event – ‘effortless’, in this context, however, doesn’t imply that all will just transpire smoothly, without conscious work, action or effort. It means that one has “become like water” and is able to face any challenge/lesson in life with grace, humility, patience, integrity and sincerity, taking full self-responsibility (without blame or victim consciousness reactivity), never losing the connection to the Divine.  You intuitively flow in the river of life, guided from within.

However, it’s vital to note that this process will conflict with any desires and goals you have/had which stem from ego/personality identification and social/cultural programming “insertions”. It also requires healing/letting go of any past hurts, grudges, resentments, shadow aspects, wounds, and traumas – which are being triggered/revealed even moreso now in these days of accelerated energetic activity.

In other words, you need to clear your “vessel” in order for higher energies to be able to anchor themselves to your field, reconnecting you to who you truly are (activating your original blueprint/DNA). That process has profound effects on the outside world (which is not really “outside” or separated from “you”) with regards to a reality-creation process that is based upon your internal healing journey (and resulting increase in embodied “Being-ness” frequency). This is very different from what is being promoted these days within the distorted New Age idea of “reality creation” or “law of attraction”, where the focus is usually restricted to a series of positive mental creeds, daily affirmations and visualisation techniques that take place within a externally-focused thought pattern of ‘wants’, and founded upon a fallacious idea that these thought-patterns take place in a vacuum, unaffected by the billions of other thought-patterns in the Earth’s ‘psychosphere’ of shared awareness.

To be clear, there is nothing wrong with any of that (focusing on positive thoughts, making affirmations, and engaging in visualisations). The problem arises only if we do it forcefully, with expectations, and from a place of unconscious craving, resulting in suppression of the shadow; oftentimes, this fear of “negative” thoughts and emotions (or even of “negativity” that’s taking place in the world around us) – which is a primary program of YCYOR fallacies – is because we feel that, by looking at it, we will conjure up that “darkness” in our own lives. The truth is, in fact, the exact opposite: whatever you suppress and /or ignore within yourself will, at some point, be mirrored back at you, and manifest itself in your life, waiting to be confronted and healed, especially through intimate relationships.

This a state of being wherein you don’t fight the world, or find yourself at odds with it (because you realise – on an embodied level – that the inner and outer are not separate, and all there is in this life are lessons for your personal soul evolution); rather, you disconnect from any forced, will-full doing, and instead act from a grounded place of being, fully tuned-in to the present moment as you respond consciously to what life brings into your sphere of influence. Instead of making decisions from head-centric analysis, you become a conscious instrument/vessel for spirit/the divine to work through you.

This is also based on a deep ‘knowing’ and trust (in both life and in yourself), connected to your inner guidance which is grounded in your belly/pelvic floor. However, it’s a long road to reach that level of fully awakened Being-ness, and the path this maturation process takes is different for each of us; regardless of individual circumstances, this journey is not without obstacles and opposition as we continuously learn (and re-learn) our lessons. From a partner-relationship standpoint, those lessons can seem very cruel, unjust, and lonely, but attempting to bypass them (especially via dark occult methods) will only prolong the misery and amplify the heartache.

Recommended reading:

Discernment in Relationships and Conscious Relating

The Dark Side of Cupid – Hyperdimensional Interferences in Love Relationships

– Panel Discussion “Love Bite/Dark Side of Cupid – Paranormal Interferences in Human Love Relationships” with Eve Lorgen, James Bartley, Laura Leon, Carissa Conti, Tom Montalk, Arella Eliora, and myself:

Love Bite+ Paranormal Interferences in Human Love Relationships

Published on Oct 27, 2015
https://youtu.be/A1j-dtUgops

“Love Bite/Dark Side of Cupid – Paranormal Interferences in Human Love Relationships”. Panel Discussion with Eve Lorgen,, James Bartley, Laura Leon, Bernhard Guenther, Carissa Conti, Tom Montalk, Arella Eliora.

Websites: Eve Lorgen: http://evelorgen.com
James Bartley: http://theuniversalseduction.com/bartley
Laura Leon: https://www.sovereignki.com
Bernhard Guenther: http://veilofreality.com
Carissa Conti: http://in2worlds.net
Tom Montalk: http://montalk.net

My tags: Bernhard Guenther, Love Relationships, Occult Traps, Piercing The Veil of Reality, Original Blueprint/DNA, Ego vs. Soul, Being, Higher Self, Negative  Manifestation Portals, Matrix, Love Bite/Dark Side, Divine Will, Contracts/Agreements, 3rd-Party Entity, Targeted Partner,

https://veilofreality.com/2018/09/06/parasitic-paramour-occult-traps-involved-in-trying-to-manifest-a-love-relationship-partner/